her confession irks me
her fragility disgusts me
i still cant get over it.

skipped trg today cos wasnt feeling well
dun think it's the haze fault.
probably jus overtired from all the going outs and datings.lol.
or probably suffering from the 'promos' over.suddenly got nth to do' sickness
so decided to give myself a rest so tt i can train harder on thurs.

but it took me like 4 hrs to decide not to go.
cos i seriously dun wan to miss the trg.
but i noe the trg wldnt be effective to me since i cldnt give my best today.
so after serious consideration, i left the sch at 4.30 or so.
during the waiting time, i had lunch wif sherry
sat at the atrium and settle some chalet stuff(hopefully everything cud be cfm soon)
den rot. den darren came over to chat wif me.
and we perform some trick to sherry.
nt very amusing.
but u see we were rotting
so we dun mind some distractions and entertainment.lol
after awhile, he left so me and sherry decided to get our butts off the benches and looked at the various noticeboards.
nth amusing either. but i think ours' the best!lol
had a tok wif abel abt the chalet stuff(agn)
den cally came over. yuan came to look fer me too.and i got sweet!
went to look fer yy to pass her the keys.
on the bus i saw darren agn.so qiao lah
saw this old man who is really ke lian.
he cldnt tok and move properly
or do even the simplest thing like pressing the bell.
the way he struggled to reach fer the bell was heart wrenching
he was trying so hard to use all his effort to press the bell but in vain.
and he tried to stand up while the bus is still moving
but practically fell on the floor right in front of us.
so nice me helped him to press the bell.
and nice darren helped him up and bought him down the bus.haha
we've done a good deed today!yay!
he was grateful fer our help and his genuine smile was jus..nice.
pretty spastic but it was sincere.
i guess not many ppl cud thank someone so genuinely like he did.
small little actions may make a BIG difference in others' life.
it doesnt take much to be someone's hero.Jus do what u always do(=
it's ppl like him tt nvr fail to teach me how fortunate i am
i have a abled body.and a mind tt works pretty alright.
so y cant i be satisfied?

so after darren alight the bus,
sk and his fren board the bus(so qiao agn)
reached hm.and it's op.op and op.agn

school is resuming
had lessons like pw.pW. and PW.
it's driving me crazy and argh, im feeling pretty lousy now
so many things nid to be done.
NY's open hse is coming up. stuff nid to be done
new stocks had arrived. time to do a stock check
camp not approved. nid to fight fer the team
seniors farewell party. proposal nid to be done soon
OP.WR. nid to be discussed and done.
promos's over. more trgs and
finally the returning of exam scripts.
and gosh i din noe we are getting back our papers on monday until today.

lunched with melissa today
chatted fer like one hr plus.
it was jus like the old sweeet times
toking to her is always so comfortable.
there's no nid to pretend.no nid to impress.and no nid take on a defensive role.
she wun blurt my secrets out. she wun backstabbed.she wun bootlicked me
she'll give me her truest advice.
and the feeling is just...nice
i enjoy her company.
a simple meal.a great company. it makes my day.
old frens are still the best.anytime.anyday.anything.

I miss my hunk like crazy now.
i nid you to be by my side.

tagged by sherry...

1) Single, taken or crushing?
taken and not available=)

2) Are you happy with your life now?
it's alright i guess

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
how do u define fast?

4) Have you ever been heart broken?
yah. but it doesnt matter now. cos somebody mended it fer me!

5) Do you believe that there are some circumstances, where cheating love is acceptable?
NO WAY!

6) Would you take sumone back even if he cheats on you?
well, tt has to depend on whether i still love him anot.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage to someone else before?
yeah. no harm talking abt it now anyway

8) Do you want children?of cos

9) How many?3!

10) Would you ever consider adoption?sure, why not?

11) If someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him to let you know his feelings?haha.better dun tell me.cos i wldnt like him anyway. i love my hunk!

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
yups.falling in love with the right person is great!

13) Do you believe in love at first sight?yesh.

14) Do you believe you can change someone?
yah, dun underestimate the power of LOVE!lol

15) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
it doesnt really matter as long as it's memorable and romantic.haha.wif the guy i love of cos!

16) Do you give in easily when you are fighting?depends on the circumstances and my mood.

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?u bet!

18) Do you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up?nah.

19) Have you ever broken a heart?i hope not.haha

20) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do? well, we'll see when tt time comes. which i hope wun.

21) Are you missing anyone right now?yes!

22) Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.
anyone who wans to do

promos are gg to end soon.
two more days and tt's it
exams are enjoyable when u noe how to do the qns
but most of the time we arent prepared.
and so we ended up screwing the papers

hunk has been coming over my hse to mug
mugging is more enjoyable wif him ard cos someone's suffering with me too!
haha.and it's nice when we home deliver pizza hut or kfc
nice food delivered right to my door step.
so tt makes mugging more tolerable
cos i got nice ppl and nice food to accompany me
okaes, off to mug agn(=